I am realizing today that my whole life I have so often felt completely rejected by the world. I am feeling how pretty much everyone everyone feels this 'underneath it all' as it stems from our own rejection of the magnificient and glorious love we are. Oh, the fortresses we build - to not feel this lurking hurt. How harmful these fortresses are to ourself and all around us! Wow- the lengths we go to 'do' or 'be' what brings us recognition and acknowledgement in the world. Only now that I am more fully accepting my own light and love can I really feel this so fully. I am feeling it now - and man it stings - feels excruciating really, but at the same time feels so healing to really feel it, really meet it. This is how it ceases to be an issue any longer. I seek to hold my love and light - even in the face of the worst rejection - to not pull back from humanity. I know that when people reject God's love, he never holds back his love from them, not one iota. What I am finding supports me to not hold back my love when faced with this rejection is to seek to not invest in anyone needing to need me. Just feel and know the love I bring and bring it (with perfect imperfection) - all the amazing spunk and vibe and light of that love - and allow another to choose it or not, knowing and accepting without judgment that some will be ready at this moment, and some not yet.